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The First Family

by Micah McCaw

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1.
Adam 01:00
Nine hundred and thirty years and I've seen it all Nine hundred and thirty years and you'll see it all I saw the world when it was new Then I saw it be abused, and now I've seen it be reused There's nothing new under the sun There's nothing new that'll ever be begun I've seen poor and I've seen wealth I've seen heaven and I've seen hell Nine hundred and thirty years and I've seen it all
2.
Eve 01:00
Never been one to challenge God but how bad could this all really get? I never said he was a slave master, but if the shoe fits, well then it fits And I was struggling to find out what wisdom, was what wisdom was Now the only way to find out is do the opposite of what wisdom does But then that means I am stupid and there's no more thoughtful thoughts for me Now see have you figured it out I created the world's first contradicting plea? Oh God save my wicked But let me die pleasured and full
3.
Eve, Pt. II 02:00
I made an awful mistake I am the reason the world aches I didn't even gain wisdom But I lost a kingdom Now my child has been killed Because I wanted my belly filled The world will remember me Today I day in infamy I wanted the world Everything that I desire Now burns in a fire Every night I scream for mercy In the garden He used to walk with me Walk with me (God please walk with me, if only one more time)
4.
Abel 01:00
My parents they raised me to Love God with everything And to sing when I could Because life ain't always good But everyday when I work with my cattle I sing away Satan's rattle But he still comes everyday Trying to tempt my faith away Running through the trees Shivering with the breeze Fond memories And this simple soliloquy
5.
Abel, Pt. II 02:00
The sky turns red in the midday My head now matched the skies display One last time I'll smell these fields And then I'll dwell within their yields I taste the blood within my mouth There is too much to spit it out I feel the blood pulsing out This is the end without a doubt His heavy breath all I can hear He drops the stone onto my ear Before my heart does collapse Hate becomes my final act
6.
Who would have thought that I would be dead? Laying in a field with a stone in my head O brother I gave God the best that I could offer But you leaft me dead on the ground with worms fodder My blood cries out as it curdles in the sun What is this thing, o this thing that you've begun? Where is God's vengeance? Where is my blood for blood? God give me justice as I settle with the mud The fourth person to live and the second one to be born I tried my best to follow the Lord When I count the numbers I'm the fourth to worship You But this is what I get I'm the first to die, the first to conclude But what do I care they say I'm in a better place? But in that time between heaven and hell all I see is my brother's face Hope I can forgive him before I reach the pearly gates Or I may not enter because my soul is full of hate Well can you sin when you're already dead? Visions of murder clouding every thread Of the new robes that the Lord has given me I tainted perfection when she ate from the tree As I glance at God I fall to my knees With all my hate He still covers with mercies He whispers in my ear, "O son I love Cain to, And if that's good enough for Me it's good enough for you." If it's good enough for God it's good enough for me (Who am I to say otherwise?)
7.
Cain 01:00
Without God what are you? Without God what are you? Without you what is God?
8.
Cain, Pt. II 02:00
I am my brother's keeper Though I tried to deny it When life left his bones I just stared at the stained stone God does he hate me? I've gone where no one has been All the while redemption's smeared on my skin Oh God does he hate me?
9.
Every night I awake to hear my brother's failing lung Every night I awake to taste the blood and dust on my tongue Every night I awake I smell the scent of rotting flesh Every night I awake to see life turning to death God is this justice? Or just merciless pain? My life is like a desert, You'd never bless with rain If this is righteousness I'd hate to see Your vengeance If this is mercy I would hate to see the condemned Every time I run I'm always stuck within Your gaze You bless with a cursed mark and call it grace Well I believe in consequence but how could beauty torture so? I'm stuck in a battle with a sword that has gone dull God is this beauty? Is this Your master plan? Is this what love is, Forever being damned? If this is righteousness I'd hate to see your vengeance If this is glory I would hate to see the condemned I don't really know who You are anymore Are these the actions of a loving Lord? I don't really know who You are anymore But maybe I never really did
10.
Cain, Pt. IV 04:00
I'm here and I'm knocking You're afraid of your own mistakes But I love you anyway Don't you know that debt must be paid I love you anyway I'm here and I'm knocking Smearing salvation in blood and sweat But I love you anyway Don't you know that I can forget I love you anyway I'm here and I'm knocking You spit in My eye and bruised My face But I love you anyway You killed Abel and you killed Grace And I love you anyway I'm here and I'm knocking Darkness the kind that you can feel But I Am the Light that heals

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Profits made from this release will be donated to "Stop AAPI Hate."

This is Adam, Eve and Abel remixed and rerecorded. As much as I love those eps I was never satisfied with the mixing and my vocal takes. Now because of the support of my patrons (www.patreon.com/micahmccaw) I was able to go back rerecord the vocals and select parts and have Jeremy Oliveria mix those three eps. In addition to all this I also included Cain to make for a more cohesive release. The four songs that comprise Cain have not been altered in any way. I hope you enjoy these new versions!

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released April 30, 2021

Eve
Drums by Andrew John Lee Tevis

Adam, Eve & Abel
Mixed by Jeremy Oliveria

Cain
Engineered and Mixed by Evan Kunze
Additional Vocal Production by Jeremy Oliveria
Mastered by Cannon Found Soundation

Cover art by Micah McCaw

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Micah McCaw Medford, Oregon

McCaw's third album releases 11/4/2022. "A Beautiful Divorce" is about how the American Evangelical Church needs to divorce their patriotism from their faith and put love of people and the teachings of Christ above political parties.

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